Dear Luvhon, 

I love you. It’s been a year now. I for all my willpower cannot fathom how fast this year went. It feels like we were just going on pizza dates, watching fireworks, sharing blankets in the blistering cold, well, it’s how a year works I guess, it’s fucking cold again.

I love you, because you jumped. You jumped into the brutal void of experiencing me. I love you because you were brave. You had every reason not to love me, but you just did. I love you because you’re tenacious, you have this immense grit of not letting go of something you deeply deserve. I fucking love you for that. 

I love the creative and feminine spark inside you. I love how you are unapologetically yourself, and that you don’t give a fuck. I admire that about you. I love how you maintain your femininity. I love how you don’t hesitate to point out the wrong, even in me. 

I love how goofy you are. I’ve mentioned how you make that jovial little child come out of his shell. I love when you cook food, when you move your hips, when you jump on me, and when we play around like kids. 

I love that you smoke with me. I love how you find me talking to my cigarettes completely normal.

I love how you love to travel. How you make itineraries for our journeys, I love how you take any city in, or dismiss it with quick opinions. 

I love how you have an excellent taste, and how you make decisions off of that. I love how you trust your gut, how you intuitively pursue or avoid something altogether.

I love how you trust me even when you are scared, like that ride in Salerno. Like the time we just smoked one and went back in again in the Casino in Vienna. 

I love how much you love dogs. And all the animals for that matter, well except for birds. 

I love how you’re an amazing daughter and a sister. How much you love your parents and how proud they are of you. How lovingly you handle Sia and Kabir and how much you genuinely care for them. I look up to you in that regard, you know how to make the important relationships work. 

I love how you have a nurturing soul, how much you love the beach and the ocean, how much you love plants and nature.

I love how you act as my counterbalance.

I love how you laugh freely. I love how you dance freely. How you sing and make me sing freely.

I love how you have the innate ability to make a few walls a home, or a few paragraphs a heartfelt letter,  and a few ingredients into a delicious meal. 

I love how you plan things with me.

It’s been a year, it is certainly a major milestone in a relationship. But I don’t like to think small.

So why not plan a lifetime? 
Why not every lifetime after that? Why not kids together and animals together? Why not struggle and hardships together? 

Why not a lifetime? 

To this year and many more after–

To Luvhon,

with my heart and soul,

Bunny.

oh and I named a star after us. There is, in the sky, right now, a star that is registered under the name “Bunny and Luvhon”. To infinity and beyond. 

here are some key instructions to view the star’s location:

• download this app: “Night Sky Guide- Planetarium”

• copy this registration number and paste it in the app: 1025-04108-3356835

• and there it is! play around different settings, I want to tell you, even though you can’t see it there, it’s a twin star, that means two stars are orbiting each other super fast, forever.

Just like us.

I love you.